I wouldn't have learned to manage my abilities,
I tamed that horse with the harness of the Puja, practices, and mantras, and all areas began to align themselves 🦦🤩
I would have lived with hookah and alcohol, tears and victimhood, feeling that I wasn't chosen, imposing myself and remaining alone with pain.
I would have never known what it means to love myself and my worth.
I wouldn't have learned the laws of the universe, I wouldn't have learned to channel, to heal the people around me, to heal serious illnesses, cancer, and infertility.
I wouldn't have known that Shiva exists if I hadn't come to him at the foot of Kailash - I wouldn't have lost my head from his blessing 😆 where my arrogance was....