At the Puja for the first time, I hesitated for a long time... but then at one moment I decided and signed up my daughters and brother too... even though it's a considerable amount for me...
I don't particularly feel anything during the practices; I've been to a sea of them already... so I go in trust, it's clearer from above what and when to show and open to a person... everything in its own time...
And yesterday ...
I was walking in the evening from the garden, after a long day of hard work, exhausted, my back was very tired and demanded a horizontal position, but I was completely happy, enjoying the evening coolness,
And there were no particular reasons for happiness.... so I was surprised myself because I hadn't felt such feelings for a long time; the last few years had been filled with some kind of hopeless longing, day and apathy... and here it felt like I switched to another mode...β€οΈ
The phoenix rises from the ashes...ππππππΈπΈβ€οΈ...
