I remember my state when I paid for the February Puja! And my phrase to some publication was about 'the state of inspiration returned to me, which I lost and hadn't had for several years...' My happiness knew no bounds. Then came the cleansing from destructiveness, one thing after another and tests too. It was all necessary.
Now I am in a state of samadhi, as monks call it. Or at least that's how I feel. When there is unconditional love and contemplation, when matter is MOTHER, when there is no separation into you are this way, and he is another, but all are one and ours! There are no strangers when there is love in the heart! And most importantly - a strong support inside, no distortion and the 'victim' program. Strength. Love. Spirit.
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