I thought that nothing had changed for me after the Puja. This was my first Puja in February. But I was wrong, now I see changes within myself, my perception ...... I realized, just yesterday, why money has been difficult for me to come by. I have always been fixated on wanting a lot of money, to dress well, travel, etc. And I thought that when I had a lot of money, I would be happy🙈 I looked at wealthy people on Instagram and envied them. But I didn't understand that I needed to be happy inside with what I have here and now. And now I understand that if I had a lot of money then, I wouldn't be any happier... And importantly, I wouldn't appreciate what I have and the people who are around me. I wouldn't work on myself and my inner world. I wouldn't appreciate things like acceptance, opening my heart... I wouldn't have felt those elevated emotions that I experience now, and this feeling fills me immensely. Now, when I have a lot of difficulties with money, for some reason I have let go of this fixation on them. Now I am in a period of discovering myself, accepting myself, recognizing my mistakes, and reviewing my actions and thoughts. Of course, money plays an important role in our time, and I still have the desire to be successful and accept money. But this is already a completely different state, a different understanding of why I need them. And happiness is within me, when I turn to God and experience those very elevated emotions,,,, happiness is always next to me, inside me, when I hug my children,,, happiness is when I hear the joyful voice of my parents, happiness is when those who come into contact with me feel good.... I feel that this was a lesson in my life, thanks to which I had to realize the value of not money but something more valuable and profound ❤️💫🙏...
