Yulia, you are amazing❤️ I bow before you, your ability to see and manage abilities, I bow to Vinod, who helped you to unfold so much and helps everyone!! I would never have believed that two people from such a distant India would help me open my eyes and talk to my soul!!
Today you responded to my question, saying that my heart is closed! And you know what? This is probably one of the most fundamental questions of my life. That is why I have internal turmoil, that is why I feel this door inside, that is why I feel like I love 'artificially', that is why I feel the absence of an important puzzle. I am sitting here and just boom! boom! boom! I understand that everything else is not that important. I have images from childhood, how I love this life, with all my heart, with all my being. Then one thing, another, third, I was silent when I fell in love as if I was ashamed, then I consciously refused love (maybe I turned on the strong woman program fully at that time, I remember that feeling of how cool and strong I was, able to walk past love, to achieve this and that), and, apparently, I closed everything along with all the programs that were passed down through the family, and I activated them with my own hands! I can now also love this world, but inside there is still some kind of wall, although at times this delight and love for everything breaks through from deep within!
God! this answer!!! here!!!! and now I understand that I need to heal, while other programs will heal themselves, I am sure)...
