I just realized your words in myself, yes
Endless anxiety and panic have simply dissolved into contemplation. Sometimes the body habitually "turns on" anxiety, but my reaction is different now, I go in trust, and even anxiety goes away 🤣 but interestingly, I can calm others with my presence, as I do not react to "old emotional agreements".
Relationships have deepened, and this is not about flying to the heavens, but rather about Clarity 💚...